Totally Depressed | leanneandrews1991's Blog

     Wow, I haven't been on here in ages, so busy it's been crazy. So I was lucky enough to enjoy my boyfriend home for almost a month but his gone again on boat :( Here alone with the kids is sort of depressing, so lonely and too much time to think. Sure I have internet and netflix and a phone to contact the outside world but I feel so stuck, so barred in. This just sucks, having to work to live when what's the point if you have to be gone and can't actually live a life with you're family? Horrible mood and def upset and depressed, everything inside me feels so heavy and dark :( And I wanted to grow up fast for this!?